I wasn’t this way before but a few bad experiences have turned me into a very angry person and it’s scares me sometimes. And now with all the anti-immigrant things you here on the news I think that there’s some kind of conspiracy, I know I have mental problems and I’m taking meds for it that my doctor gave me. I start counseling next week. What could be wrong with me? I get into arguments online with people who hate immigrants and I feel like im gonna explode but then I calm my self down. I have white friends and I don’t hate them but some people make me so angry and my biggest fear is that it could progress and god forbid a few years down the road I do something crazy like those shooters I see on the news that go postal and stuff. I wish I knew why I’m so depressed and angry at society 
They put me on seroquel and paxil but sometimes id rather drink vodka than take pills. Do you I have schizophrenia or something? I’m 30 and I still live with my mom and she worries alot about me
